A way to communicate with God: Part 2/2

So now about my title, A way to communicate with God. 

It may seem irrelevant to what I’ve been typing but this is where the kick comes in. On the second semester of my 1st year in college my urge of wanting to be like them became stronger and more frivolous. I can’t stop talking about Medicine. Really! I’ve even made this portfolio that had everything I’ve discovered both from the internet and facebook about medschool. I have a hard copy of every article I came across the internet that answered all my questions about NMAT. I even attempted to join pinoy.md, an online forum for medical professionals because of this. I even added a gazillion couple of med students from school on Facebook! 

Then I’ve decided. I couldn’t bare with it anymore. I want to be a Med Student. 

But doubts and fears of failing kept on clouding up my mind. I felt alone and powerless. It was then that I recognized the power of God. For the rest of the semester I’ve prayed very hard to God asking him if he could give me a sign. Little signs came, but I wasn’t contented and was to disoriented to think of them as signals from God. So I prayed again and asked for a final blow. A big one. That would end all my doubts about shifting courses. A few days later it happened. 

It came in the form of a dream. 

I’ve dreamt of riding the jeepney to school. I was alone in the moving vehicle. After a few minutes a med student came in. I was quite familiar with this med student since he really is studying at PLM-CM. Then I asked him what was his pre-med course, he said that it was psychology. Then I said that I want to shift to Psychology. He immediately responded, “No! Don’t take psych, go for Bio you’re far better of with that”. And that ladies and gentlemen is the reason why I’m now in Biology. I guess I should study now. Finals is approximately 50 hours away. 

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